Most days..Some days..
Most days, life is pretty good. Some days, i wonder why i bother getting up at all.
Most days, i relish my role as a mother, and find joy in caring for the little people in this house. Some days, it's really hard to care when someone wants their crust cut off, knowing they won't even eat the sandwich anyway.
Some days
Most days, i don't mind the Husband traveling. Some days, i really wish he was home.
Most days, i find myself on top of my schedule and can easily manage my responsibilities. Some days, i absolutely forget to do things. Important things, like helping my sons with school homeworks, thereby reducing their results to tears.
Most days, i am fairly indifferent to my highly imperfect body. Some days, i just can't stand the girl i see in the mirror.
Most days, i make healthy food choices and feel good doing so. Some days, it's all i can do to not eat my weight in cookie dough.
Most days, i answer questions cheerfully, and solve problems in a rational manner. Some days, i tend to yell a lot.
Most days, i am happy, confident, and strong. Some days, i'm just not.
Today has one of those 'some' days.
And i really wish it would leave already.
I hate the some days.
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Author unknown
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Friday, May 8, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
6. my Family
My family is everything to me. I'll do anything for my them specially for my kids. I love my family so much
wit my beloved husband
danial, ME, sabri, adi yusri
(idul fitri 2008)
my heroes, danial azri and adi yusri
(alwiz love u son)
wit my beloved husband
danial, ME, sabri, adi yusri(idul fitri 2008)
my heroes, danial azri and adi yusri(alwiz love u son)
Saturday, April 18, 2009
5. Today... year 2009
Well today Danial is 18 and Adi is 14. Welcome to teenage years. It seems like yesterday we went to the Hospital. Wow, time sure can fly... (ibu, papa.. love u both so much!!)
danial - restoran jejantas, sg, buloh
adi yusri - bangunan ramajuta group, k.kinabalu
adi yusri - bangunan ramajuta group, k.kinabalu
4. Picture of our kids...
Sweet Memories...
Danial - 1st birthday
Adi - 1st birthday
Kids Graduation - 6 years
Danial's Album
Adi's Album
Danial - 1st birthday
Adi - 1st birthday
Kids Graduation - 6 years
Danial's Album
Adi's Album
3. The LIFE begin...
Well, here it is!
Anyone who knows us, knows that we are not very exciting people. Pretty much day to day is about the same. Living where we do, there is not a store to go shopping at (Labuan), only one park to visit at, a small library, and that is about it. I think we all get a little bored...even me. In many ways this has been a good thing. Sometimes being bored is bad...
LIFE OF A PRINCE/HEROES
HE is here!!
just wanted to let you all know he's here... Mohd Danial Azri made his way into this world at 7.15 am weighing 2.75kg thru ceasarian on December 25, 1990 at University Malaya Medical Centre, KL
mohd danial azri
Like his brother Danial, Muhammad Adi Yusri made his way into this word at 9.12pm weighing 3.15kg thru ceasarian too, on December 4, 1995 at University Malaya Medical Centre, KL. A 'gift' to my husband on his 34th birthday (sabri's birth date 2 December).
muhammad adi yusri
The life through our eyes...
Both sons r easy to handle. No worries of wake up in the middle of night. Except Adi, during the first month, he use to cries almost every day between midnite till morning (for no reason!) The rest of him, he's independent in his way. The big brother, Danial, a little bit 'manja' and like to 'merajuk'. Even till today!!! but i also know that my sons is the easiest boys to parent. i am so excited that i see the young man i want them to be already forming before my eyes.
Sometimes as a mother, i expect lots from them specially their education. I use to be so straight with their results, and this couse a bit pressure to my kids. Like others mother, i used to 'rotan' them if they did wrong. And everyday repeat the same 'dialog' (baca buku, do your homework, balik rumah before maghrib, be good to everybody, etc. But one thing for sure, do your solat and go mengaji!!) Alhamdulillah... today i am so proud of the young man they has become...i can't even begin to explain the feeling of joy they brings me everyday. i look at them and think that sabri and i have done a pretty good job of parenting... I always pray to Allah swt, both sons will always be a good boy, dunia and akhirat. InsyaAllah...
Anyone who knows us, knows that we are not very exciting people. Pretty much day to day is about the same. Living where we do, there is not a store to go shopping at (Labuan), only one park to visit at, a small library, and that is about it. I think we all get a little bored...even me. In many ways this has been a good thing. Sometimes being bored is bad...
LIFE OF A PRINCE/HEROES
HE is here!!
just wanted to let you all know he's here... Mohd Danial Azri made his way into this world at 7.15 am weighing 2.75kg thru ceasarian on December 25, 1990 at University Malaya Medical Centre, KL
mohd danial azri
Like his brother Danial, Muhammad Adi Yusri made his way into this word at 9.12pm weighing 3.15kg thru ceasarian too, on December 4, 1995 at University Malaya Medical Centre, KL. A 'gift' to my husband on his 34th birthday (sabri's birth date 2 December).
muhammad adi yusri
The life through our eyes...
Both sons r easy to handle. No worries of wake up in the middle of night. Except Adi, during the first month, he use to cries almost every day between midnite till morning (for no reason!) The rest of him, he's independent in his way. The big brother, Danial, a little bit 'manja' and like to 'merajuk'. Even till today!!! but i also know that my sons is the easiest boys to parent. i am so excited that i see the young man i want them to be already forming before my eyes.
Sometimes as a mother, i expect lots from them specially their education. I use to be so straight with their results, and this couse a bit pressure to my kids. Like others mother, i used to 'rotan' them if they did wrong. And everyday repeat the same 'dialog' (baca buku, do your homework, balik rumah before maghrib, be good to everybody, etc. But one thing for sure, do your solat and go mengaji!!) Alhamdulillah... today i am so proud of the young man they has become...i can't even begin to explain the feeling of joy they brings me everyday. i look at them and think that sabri and i have done a pretty good job of parenting... I always pray to Allah swt, both sons will always be a good boy, dunia and akhirat. InsyaAllah...
2. An introduction to MY FAMILY
Beautyfull song.....
I love the life Allah swt has give me, my husband has decorated my life with my two son's over 20 years, thank you darling.
Moments Of Pleasure....
As i listened to this song tonight - I remember a time in my life when i was in love with a man i love so much..This brings back memories, how he use to played his guiter and sang our songs, accompany me...(while i cook or do housework) It's a wonderful day to remember all the fun and laughter we've shared.
We met through work back in 1997. For the first month in the same office, we had an assignment in Pantai Morib, Selangor. This is the first time i was introduced to a man in a same building, but never been met before. We began dating months later on November, 1997. A year later we decided to get married (November 21, 1988).
ME and lovely husband, sabri
Friday, April 17, 2009
1. The LIFE through our eyes...
....I just happened to find this and thought it went along with my devotion today
I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so.
I will no longer worry about tomorrow. If tomorrow comes, I'll be there, waiting to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.
I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.
I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.
I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.
I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time. Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.
I walk with renewed faith in human kindness. Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.
I will open my mind and my heart. I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people. I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world. But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.
I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy . . . take time to enjoy nature, listen to my favorite music, read good books, soak in a bubble bath, play with my kids. . .pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.
I will learn something new; I will try something different; I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer. I will change what I can and the rest I will let go. I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be.
..... Every Day
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Author unknown
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I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so.
I will no longer worry about tomorrow. If tomorrow comes, I'll be there, waiting to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.
I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.
I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.
I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.
I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time. Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.
I walk with renewed faith in human kindness. Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.
I will open my mind and my heart. I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people. I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world. But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.
I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy . . . take time to enjoy nature, listen to my favorite music, read good books, soak in a bubble bath, play with my kids. . .pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.
I will learn something new; I will try something different; I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer. I will change what I can and the rest I will let go. I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be.
..... Every Day
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